The small chimes and rings
from the piano.
Slowly walking alone,
down the hallway,
sounds grow louder.
Laughing and yelling
get quieter as I approach the door,
the ringing chimes
cut off everyone and everything
I left behind.
Opening the door,
The room now turns silent.
The white paint,
begins to chip and crack.
No more windows of sunlight.
Not a soul knows who I am.
The piano starts to play
once again.
The people I once knew,
stand outside the door,
scratching and clawing,
screaming to get in.
The door I locked will never be opened,
My door is sealed to the world.
Walls stand between you and me.
Tears stand
Christmas Morning 1987
I didn't sleep a wink.
I was so excited for the presents.
I couldnt wait to open them,
Four O'clock in the morning,
I snuck out to see if Santa had brought me lots of toys,
and if I was a good girl or not.
But you know, of course there were presents.
I hadn't done anything wrong, well from what I can remember.
Finally it was eight o'clock, now I could wake up Mom and Dad,
so I could open all my presents.
I ran to the door, and knocked. No sound.
I knocked again, yelling for them to wake up.
Still, no sound.
Not thinking I went to back to the living room and started to
shake my presents to see if I cou
Christmas Morning 1987
I didn't sleep a wink.
I was so excited for the presents.
I couldnt wait to open them,
Four O'clock in the morning,
I snuck out to see if Santa had brought me lots of toys,
and if I was a good girl or not.
But you know, of course there were presents.
I hadn't done anything wrong, well from what I can remember.
Finally it was eight o'clock, now I could wake up Mom and Dad,
so I could open all my presents.
I ran to the door, and knocked. No sound.
I knocked again, yelling for them to wake up.
Still, no sound.
Not thinking I went to back to the living room and started to
shake my presents to see if I cou
The small chimes and rings
from the piano.
Slowly walking alone,
down the hallway,
sounds grow louder.
Laughing and yelling
get quieter as I approach the door,
the ringing chimes
cut off everyone and everything
I left behind.
Opening the door,
The room now turns silent.
The white paint,
begins to chip and crack.
No more windows of sunlight.
Not a soul knows who I am.
The piano starts to play
once again.
The people I once knew,
stand outside the door,
scratching and clawing,
screaming to get in.
The door I locked will never be opened,
My door is sealed to the world.
Walls stand between you and me.
Tears stand
time runs down
like words on a paper
a tear which falls
for every single word
for every single moment
like to dance into a sphere of water
and the hopes are like a flower
which die a little more everyday
out from the ground
swimming into the fears
and the breath die
no more words from the lips
our moon's dying
our colors fades away
have you never see a man cry?
what your eyes can see, and what your heart can feel?
i cry my own life
my tears are bleeding my heart
Why all looks so far now?
Trying to fly again
falling down again
and all looks like usual
so sad and normal
touching the sun for a moment
and after
the fall
.
Of Buckets and Hills
The malevolent chuckle echoes
from a distance;
thoughts of grace and sunlight
now frozen in the cold..
She thought him safe
and locked away..
A padlock on an iron latch
to keep this, her boogieman
at bay.
And yet the laughter lurks
once more;
the baying of the beast.
A sociopathic jack, black eyes
grinning like a fool;
tucked away, secreted
tight within his rotting box..
Seductively he soothes and coos, cold
logic pales to the reason of his venom;
The smooth passion of his blade.
Her green eyes
widen with the sound
of footsteps as he closes
in for the kill;
fetid breath burns hot against
Her
it's been a few years,
but i decided to just say hello and that
i am still alive and well :)
although i have to say
i do not write anymore,
and i haven't in those two years haha :D
anyway, it's good to be back, although SOO many things have changed with me, and this site...
it's weird...
well...finally today i signed up for college and got the classes done.
i first had to take placement testing...and UGH i did SOO badly in math, it was funny...it is all stuff i did in 9th and 10th grade...dividing and all that shit with fractions....friggen without a calculator...bah...the worst part about it was that i could get the answers in decimals, but then i could not remember how to get it back into fractions lol...bah..
well anyway, to my classes....
i changed my major: Social Sciences.
i am going full time now.
i am taking 4 classes.
1. intro to politics and government: mondays - 1:00 - 3:45pm
2. intro to psychology: thursday
hey cayleeeee!! hah it seems like we did the same thing and took a huge time away from this place. Maybe i'll make a comeback to go back to being a forum whore.
hey, is this the same name you had on here before? im pretty sure i remember seeing this name around here and there back in the day when i was watercolobassist. i wasnt aware that it was actually someone cool!
hah, yeah well i'd much rather devart than myspace anyways. Glad to see you back in action buddy!! Life is good. Just working this summer..no classes so i'm pretty happy. How bout yourself?